this is so stupid its like a divorce now anybody that likes zfucker ignores me or hates me or trys to get me banned from a certain forum where i have every right to  be at.fucking kate i've written poems with beat me till im beautiful in them for ages and now i get the big no-no.rude cunts.how dare he take things from me.... go on you big baby wallow in your misery fall down and die.

So im waiting to see if BCC has any vacancies if they dont im fucked.

Dear FF
This comment fucking outraged me today some guy said it on a message board what a dickhead!Here it is:
I just got home from an 8 hour drive so I know this is going to come out wrong because its 5 am but here goes nothing... Personally I don't believe girls voices belong in Rock, punk, or metal music ... they just don't have the right tone or drive that is needed in a vocalist to carry the harmony and stay in the same tune as the instruments. Sure they can be in bands but maybe a different genre could be created... like.... PussyRock? lol i dunno hah

motherfucker... this is why girls need to be in bands to trample over "PussyRock" and become fixtures in the scene.
this really brought out the rock n roll feminist in me.

anyway i couldnt go to weight watchers since i didnt have my 33 dollars i only had 25 maybe next week ...I have counselling and a school appointment tomorrow so we'll see how that goes.

anyway bye for now my lovelies!

why do i always dig myelf into a big whole by being un-pc .i have no idea its like i want that attention but i hate myself afterwards.And i always think im right and the other person or people are brainless.This is selfish and horrible.therefore i am a yucky person.

religion bashing,girl bitching , being a bitch in general yeah i've done it all.because i am a selfish nut case who becomes deluded with narcicsm.

Then i start thinking why cant i just be the queen and slap you all let you eat cake.Because I am selfish and a two bolt-c*nt.
i have aklways been outspoken about my views and why others are mostly shit because i am an arrogant asswipe who dosent care about anyone or even herself.

its like when courtney sings "im so high i cannot talk and im so high" its like being stoned out of your mind and thinking you rule the world or can fly or some bullshit.

people think im sweet and caring i am not i am pure fucking evil and manipulative.

anyway end of rant.

cut me all to pieces with your bible belt.

i want ,my band so much i just watched the Vixen reunioun on VH1(yes sadly i do not have MTV2)4H needs to go somewhere i need my LennyKaye my LindseyBuckingham i want a guy to back me up not because i'm weak i just love the sounds of a guy and a girl singing together but he cant be macho or like groupies or i'll kill him.we're going to be punk-poetry-rock. no metalheads allowed! i want alt boys not metaldicks.anyway end of ramble its 101 degrees im going for a swim in Jenny's pool.

my favourite picture of courtney love xoxo

nothings wrong today everythings good!

So im pissed off majorly.i am ready to kill all the women i hate that are ignorant and basically just dumb.Or maybe i just have CUNT or BITCH written accross my forehead.

Stacey is a poser who wants to kill herself over a boy , get a better reason!
Em is immature and lame
everygirl i went to high school with are two bolt dick fucks

and Zach's Mom can take this ->



and this ->



and this is for them all ->

So Zach's grounded i think i'm more pissed off than he is! ^_^. I want to have an "I Hate Emma Baines bitching session" i waaaaaaaaaant one ! i want to be mean :D

no seriously she is annoying " I lOve John <3 , Zach's mY FUck Buddy " motherFUCKER...

what an immature twat.

i'm getting fatter by the day :( i went for a bike ride and now i am exhausted . Riding up hills is HARD !!! Anyway if i do that everyday maybe it'll get better .

My cat's dead my beloved Casper killed :(

i guess all that glitters soon dies dosent it???

Dear FF well i'm back playing my Leonard Cohen records again.My dad just got promoted to the national manager of South & Western Australian mining ! that means i'll be able to fly to Kentucky soon! I need to get 4H off the ground that will make me haappy all i need is my Lenny or LIndsey actually Lenny Kaye loooks alot like Zachy.Marianne looks so innocent on that album cover i have but the truth is she was dropping acid LOL.My eyeliner's all smudgey cool O.o .

So long Marianne is my favourite song right now :D

Dear FF get fucked i wish you would die so i could be normal. all you do is drag me back and make me hate my life even more.I should be a happy person i live in the city i could go make friends but i can not be bothered with those mcr , paris hickton c*nts.I guess i'll just lie here and forget the world like in that Snow Patrol song oh but wait nobodys there to lie with me their in bloody kentucky.Of course i had to be born in the most isolated city in the world.So get fucked for real stick a knife up your male C*nt. i want you to die kill Bowie go on.... Kill Jagger kill anyone that means anything to me since i am so worthless now